Enter The Lonely World Of The Clown

=)

2010-12-27T18:00:00.002+08:00

i guess... u're going to enjoy ur life after i packed my things ba...

Go enjoy ba... 加油....

aiming for 2 new jerseys to my 2011...

2010-12-26T15:48:00.000+08:00

the mask~

2010-12-26T10:52:00.002+08:00

Final Stop...

2010-12-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

Meer X'mas 2010

2010-11-29T11:31:00.000+08:00

well.. its kinda ending 2010 le, so heres the last festival b4 we wrapped the... indescribably 2010...

Merry X'mas every1... =D

1st long post in awhile...

2010-10-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

well well well... i'm back... =D

ok... lets c how much i could write after so long....

hmmm.... i'm already like the 3rd mth into my 'real' working life... its like in a flash... yes, i might curse & swear alot the 1st 2mths... but when i was stoning ard during lunch break, i found out that i din really curse & swear tat much... atleast din tweet it out... ;-)
its like.. i'm pretty much used to the f**ked up corporate world... or shld i say the outside world... really sometimes i would like to really get back to studies, but, one could only live his/her live once... and i would really hate myself for not committing in ath i do for the pass 23yrs... i have the urge to do abit of interior designing, but i nv learnt to draw, so u guys can imagine my drawings...
yes i would hate myself for not sorting my life out earlier, so i could get a Dip. in Interior Designing... but if i din take my current Dip. in MBS, i wun get to know these few amazing frenz rite? if u do wanna argue abt it, if i din go to D&T during sec sch days... wun i got less topics wif 男人帮, giving tat they're badminton-oriented now~~(p/s: i tried to pick up badminton, but too late)~~
all i could say is i've already lived in regret.. then only ting i could do is stop making it worse...
wat i'm afraid is, i've decided to give a shot @ Interior designing, but i HAVE NO back-up plan, when i have like 99% rejection rate....

i've tried to make out a back-up plan... which is cont working.. make exp = Degree... which have been shot down by my boss~~(i got this boss who craps wif mi during lunch~~). Degree is a must for any Singaporean.... we got no choice. Even there is this slim chance of succeeding, wat the hell i'm gonna work as? corporate world is not my cup of tea, sales not my coffee either.... so wat can i do? asking u guys would be futile as i dun even noe it myself...
alot of childish tinking flashes thru my mind, mayb i shld do acting? singing? stripping? porning? hahahhaa.... but even tat, looking myself in the mirror is de moralizing... one may argue there r bad looker, great singer... but i neither of both... and tell mi, how many % of those stars look bad? some suggest me go under knife... i was like, wtf....

and also... i've met some tough times wif some of my frenz... i'll keep which clique a secret, but most prob they noe i'm toking abt them la...
they're all now leading their own lives & i have no issue wif tat..
frm the day i noe them for n yrs, they have been very patient wif me... i'm well-known for my attitude prob, serious one, but they swallow it... which makes me embarrassed sometimes cuz i keep showing tat unreasonable side, where they treated me nice...
but lately, mayb their patient finished... hahahahaa... got scolded for nth, or for my acts? hahha.... wat can i say, wat comes around, goes ard...
& sometimes i give tat shitty face, basically is cuz i felt left out... i keep tinking got me, no me oso no diff... so y i nida make the extra mile to accomadate ppl? and the prob is... i cant relate ath of their conversation, made me look like a retarded... even short trip oso abt blah blah blah... blah blah blah... i was not told, not updated, not briefed... basically, juz frustrating... juz by typing this out i'm already very angry.... =S

excuse me, but m i blabbering too much?oh well... then i shall move on....

been on the train more than i'm jacking myself off, but i've seen alot tings that afternoon town-goers dun c.... i've seen very senior ppl vying seats wif mid-age ppl... and sometimes won, which i congratulate them... but i've seen youngster whom sit down wif the 'F**k off, old hag' faces... i feel like punching them... but another tot interrupted mi... wat if the old women is my mum, or the old man is my dad... we're now not doing very well.. so if it cont, wun they hav to take the train(cuz we're too poor to afford a car), worse of all... they're still working @ their age... tats the correct time to say FML... not all of my frenz, but like... 80% of them hav a family ride.... so not much of an issue to them, but these useless tots juz screw my day whenever i tink of it....

ok... i tink the 1st part u guys would have skipped it... so no pt for me to prolong the contents... now, for the upcoming plans...

Batam Trip

going for a short short short holiday wif my poly gang... some have left, some gained.. for those who have left, i guess this gang is not impt enuff for u to check us out anymore... hope the couples, 白头偕老 ... those who got new cliques, dun walk out on them later on...
its gonna be fun, cuz the 'old-bird' LC's gonna lead us to enjoy Batam to the fullest... wat i'm looking forward is the 'special service'.. ;-)

Halloween Party @ Zouk

my 2nd halloween, not gonna expect much other then Drink Drank Drank.. but atleast i'm gonna try dressing up... =D
its very gd to have frenz who r very on... so i kinda very glad i got LC... he's probably the 'on-nest' person i noe.. he's 1 of the reason y i nv regret getting tat MBS dip... but probably he did la... =D
well.. we're gonna try & shut Zouk down tat day... so if any1 is going Zouk, gimme a call, mayb we can try shut it down tgt.. =D

well.. tats it... actually, on my way back hm, i tot of alot more tings to blog, but i got lazy... eventually... =/

~~~END~~~

~~你们不知道我多么向她~~

RMIT Bash 2010 @ Zouk...

2010-10-03T17:49:00.001+08:00

well.. in case ppl complain tat i din update my blog.... i'm gonna do a 40% blog entry... =)

Starting frm Mon... welll... nth much actually happens on wkdays... but had lunch wif my Jia Xin on Mon+Wed+Fri... hahhaa... so kinda the only highlight is lunchtime nia...
and also had lunch wif Sharon @ Maxwell... 1st time there... pretty shiok... (m i singaporean?)
other than those 1hr lunch break... the rest juz fucked up ur day... =)

The lady who made it happen... Ms Vivian Chua =)

the pageant boy Gab (2nd frm right)

nth special till Thurs nite, its my buddy's pageant bash... even knew tat he wun win ath (cuz his competition was tough)... still went down in my freaking formal wear to club.... i started off awkwardly (cuz of the ugly formal wear)... i ended up dancing... =D
as expected, Gab din win ath... Jerald won... & Gab's eye candy won the female top prize... congrats... mayb he can start gathering his balls to start woo-ing Miss RMIT 2010... =D gd luck buddy...

Fri, nth much... went town wif bro... waited for him like 1.5hrs... knn.. i even fin walking Boarders... alot of new books wif attractive titles, but sorry to all authors, i'm no reader... =/ even Gerrard's & Torres' biography dun attracts me.. i duno wat will... hahahhaha

Sat??? well... at hm nua~~~~
Sun??? well... at hm nua~~~~

*P/S : on a side note... grats Nic, Afgan, Gab who won the SIM Sports Fiesta... great doubles champs... =)

sometings abt my 23rd... =D

2010-10-02T21:08:00.002+08:00

YAWNZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2010-09-05T11:08:00.000+08:00

Youth Don't Lose... Invincible Youth!!!

2010-07-31T23:41:00.001+08:00

K-session wif 男人帮...

2010-06-10T01:40:00.000+08:00

went K wif 男人帮...

nth beats singing thru the hard times... =)

GH... 加油!!!

Impulsive

2010-06-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

Impulsive decisions are gonna cost lives... haiz... for the fun of it... 何苦???

Show's 舞法舞天 3D Live 2010...

2010-05-25T16:09:00.003+08:00

not gonna say much... I've promised to update le... but nv promise got words.. ahhahahahah

舞法舞天's 特别来宾 : 黄靖伦...

finally...

2010-05-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

finally... i'm gonna blog soon...

cuz

I ORD in 2.5days!!!

boring ©rizz™...

2010-05-01T23:14:00.001+08:00

My new G-Shock!!!

舞法舞天 Tix!!!!

Virgin Film Garde show -> Date Night

Bluff yourself no more...

~~Love & Friendship CANNOT AND WILL NOT compromises each other....~~

朋友

2010-04-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

朋友不是你要他们的陪伴时才找的...

而是没事时跟着你, 有事时泮着你.... 这才是朋友, 终生的好朋友...

Screwed....

2010-04-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

你不会

2010-03-29T22:51:00.004+08:00

你不会你不会你不会... 把我们的爱踩碎

~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~"~

Show Luo 舞法舞天 '3D Live' World Tour 2010...
我来也!!!

you'll never know....

2010-03-25T22:33:00.005+08:00

congrats... u finally made mi hates u le... ~~OFFICIALLY~~!!!

YOU'LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I HATES YOU NOW

~~FUCK OFF~~

Interest vs Future

2010-03-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

Interest? Future?? i really duno...

i wanted so much to do tee-shirts designs, ad designs or things like tat... but... i dun tink i'll do well cuz i CANT draw... hmmm...

wat abt u guys??? u guys currently doing the tings tat u guys like, or plain because tat degree u're studying/having provide u with food?

currently my family is in quite a bad shape, hence i've got no choice but to postpone my degree plans... not tat i wanna get sympathy, but... I juz wanna make sure there's no retards asking me y dun study, y dunwan study????

anyway... as mentioned juz now, my interest are as mentioned, but... the future of tat interest, dun seems gd... or rather said, wun 发达...
i strife to 发达.... however, i'm not willing to sacrifice the time to play @ the same time. Yes... ppl will fuck mi cuz how can u still tink of playing when my family is in this situation... but hey brothers/sisters, all work & no play makes Crizz a dull boy~~

summore i noe i can nv sit on a job which is not my interest, long enuff to 发达...

society is like tat u may say... but i got ppl who can play, earn @ the same time... which i dire.... i noe these ppl are gd life, but cant i be like them?? WTH....

argh.... frankly speaking... its the reasons for the many slp-less nites tat i have... I've talked to numbers of frenz, colleagues etc.. whom had gave me alot of different solutions but price-less.... each & every one of them...
but i haven heard frm her... she almost spent the past 1.5yrs closest to me... i wanna hear her voice, i wanna hear her advice... but i juz cant get her... cuz she's bz wif mahjong, TV, make passport & excuses like tat.... but well... we're oready ex, so why the commitment i ask myself... she had to live her life, unlike me, dwelling on this ~~USELESS PIECE OF R/S!!!!!~~!

FML

so tell mi... for u guys...

Interest vs Future

choose your side...

Sacrifices

2010-03-14T16:49:00.000+08:00

For my future... sacrificed play time, for the future.... worth it? or not?? guess... we don't have a choice... do we???

given Uni is the last stop of having fun... but I did not have the luxury to enjoys it... I blame no body, but me, for having a bad bad life... blaming me, for not being the ASK that most kids took it for granted... We can't blame them too... cause given the $$ to throw to brothels and bitches, I won't hesitate to do the same....

~~FML~~

100days...

2010-03-06T22:06:00.001+08:00

100 DAYS

FUCKING

End of CNY 2010...

2010-02-28T14:45:00.001+08:00

Well well well... 15days of CNY passed juz like tat... wat a waste... no doubt i enjoyed the days, but still, nth beats the date 15 Jun 2010....

除夕

u guessed it... 男人帮... haha... for the 4th/5th yr running.... gh nv failed to show up @ my place on 除夕.... tiz time worse... Gab & Nic tgt @ gh hse... =.=

初一

1st day of CNY oso @ gh hse... i tink playing cards ba... my memory really worsen liao.. i actually cant rmb much of the tings we did... i rmb watching 大兵小将 wif gh... ON VDAY!!!! how lomantic... hahahaahhha.... so tiz is how i spend my 1st single Vday in yrs... =)

ok... frm here on.. i 4got i visited whose hse on when le...

Visited Gh's place like the 3rd time? tiz time in the afternoon, offically can make alot of noise... played Donkey + Blackjack...
i visited Gab's hse... disturb everyting... hahaha... then won alot $$ frm Nic & Gordon...
Went to jh place on 1 of the days to visit... played Monopoly cards + blackjack.. won oso... after than went to V's .. or rather late evening... for dinner & Mahjong + some cards.... lose everyting... tot of going 2nd round to Nic's place tat nite, ard 1130... but was kinda shagged so ask them to enjoyed themselves...
the only date i rmb quite clearly is 初七, 人日... went to Jayce's place to have steamboat... 1st time go another gal's hse.... NOT..... but her place more like lady's... unlike sum1.. can compare to mine... HAHAHHA... still say mine dirtier than urs... on par lo~~~~ had lots of fun there... then i bot ciggs again after a few mths to keep myself awhile... long time nv ton liao... OLD~

tats all the visit i tink i had ba... went to my Mdm's hse to eat last fri.. tat concludes all the visiting...

Like i said... nth beats ORD.... bye CNY 2010...

~~DAMN ITS HOT OUT THERE!!!!~~

...也好

2010-02-12T19:53:00.000+08:00

Touched by all the words you had for me written in your blog...

the things we did, you did not forget and neither will I... i appreciates all the effort we put inside the R/S that we both enjoyed so much....

all the 习惯 i too cant forget, cant get over.... i too misses you hell much.... but.... I just wanted to see the improvements of our r/s from the day we ended... but... there's none... we're still fighting, still quarreling... still.......

I'm very sad everytime I've shouted, screamed or scolded you... I wanted to say sorry... but... damaged is done, there's no way you can acted that I've never scolded you etc...
mayb few days ago was your limit... you got real angry this time round right???

Its okay... who fucked me this way, I'll also angry.... some-more its some1 who once 'claimed' to know you... I shouldn't have scolded you... but I'm glad i did...
Because... I need to let you know I'm upset too... I need you to know there are things which I don't like. If you can't change or simply improve it, there's gonna be quarrels & arguments about the same things again, no doubt.

Even though I disappointed on how I treated you... but I'm also happy at the same time...

Maybe its me bothering you.. maybe my standards was set too high, many suitors haven't reached my standards, or many have reached, just that you do not want to acknowledge.... maybe... 'HE' has appeared and occupied my place...

Looks like...

你已可以习惯这样的我,已经不是你喜欢的那个我了...

或许你已习惯我不能在你的身旁当你的习惯了...

Last but not least...

I wishes all my readers the best Tiger Year ahead...

虎年行大运!!!

哈哈哈...

2010-01-19T21:25:00.002+08:00

hahahahha.. i'm so stupid...

i called, sms-ed... trying to get close again.... but... mayb... u tink i'm irritating.. =D

What Am I??

Stupid
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid

please choose 1 of the above...

i noe break is suppose to be hurtful... but.... i din noe after so many mths... it still hurt so much...

=================================

back to wat i wanna blog...

Failed my TP... then nb the same day, tio confinement.... so it fucking burned my Sat...
Thanks ah Singapore 'LanJiao' Forces.... DEFEND THE COUNTRY... GOGOGOGO.. GO DEFEND FOR China-The-2nd/Bangladesh-the-2nd... FCUK YOU SINGAPORE...

after confinement(on sat itself).... my lovely L4D picked me up from camp... thanks guys... brought me to halo bar to try & cheer me up... and my sweet lil Vivian, gave me a stalk of rose... hahaha... thou she failed her florist test... 再接再厉 =)

went halo bar, got breezer & sang 恋爱打人... after that... went for deskar's Dim Sum finally... after donkey years of mentioning, finally brought JH there... went back hm ard 3am... =D

Sun: stayed at hm till ard 6pm then went out with 男人帮 to JP and have dinner... not a bad dinner... Jap food... thou abit 腻... after tat... GH booked in while Nic+Gab+Crizz went Seletar chill-lax... mens' talk abit... chat abt why i so moody+emo... i stupidly told them i still contact her... and... they ask y nv jio the 'gal' instead of sitting ard and look... duno lei... juz no feel? or rather, i still haven put down certain tings... no fair for them & me...

has been staying in camp lately... doing work at the same time la.... but main ting is... i do not wan to go back hm and look at those pics which i'll c everyday; w/o fail...
save $$ too... =X

1st time blogging in camp... =D look for this post for pics, i'll try update this post with pics by this thurs... =D

i fucking love this underwear you know? who wanna give it to me??

i love the underwear, fullstop.. not the dick-face... AHHAHHAAH

confinement.. is damn sianz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-16T11:46:00.002+08:00

I waited...

2010-01-13T23:19:00.004+08:00

2010... the new start..

2010-01-10T21:42:00.002+08:00

hmmm... 2010 le.... its ard... 10days into the new year and i can feel tat its not tat all great... i come to realized tat i DO NOT have the tolerance level tat i pretty much possessed last few yrs..

there are alot of times where i 'nearly' blew my top even when toking to my frenz... those close ones... i duno... i simply cant tolerant anymore of the jokes they said, they attempted... i just... felt pissed..
but as many times, i took a deep breath and i'll calm myself down... but i still felt exhausted entertaining with a smile... its harder & harder as years passed by....

another symptom of 2010 not a gd yr is.. i've been smoking alot lately... ard... 1packs/1.5wk... kinda alot for me liao.. i wanna stop... but when i stopped... there tings so irritating keep running thru my midn that i rather smoke than rmb them...

'Few cigarettes a day... Keeps the emo-ness away...'

juz rmb CNY is on Vday itself... guess... after so many times got ppl spent with... i'm 'demoted' to spend it alone le ba... mayb wif my bro... hahahhahahahhaha....

TIME TO BUY CNY CLOTHES LO~~~

I'm gonna play labels....

一月一号, 二零一零年... 重新开始...

2010-01-01T21:18:00.002+08:00

well.. I'm back for year 2010.. =D i got nth much to blog abt... but to give my best wishes to some of them who really matters to me... =)

男人帮: 一转眼的十年死党

hope u can enjoy the last few mths of ur toughest NS life... i rmb tat time we're still kpkp-ing abt how u got into Commandos, but now, gonna b all over tiz yr.. fast isnt it...? went to ur hse for steamboat 31st Dec s usual.. and c the how Yan was doing in ur family...so 顾家... all ur gfs tat we seen throu-out these 10yrs, all of them loves u more than u love them... but Yan loves u even more lo... treat her nicer kkz??? she's still our xiao mei... =D

hahaha... Mr. Abusive Power 的 MP... hahha... last countdown was diff than last yr rite??? glad u got over her le... i used to it le thou... haha.. learn frm mi... anyway.... i still rmb u said tat the nxt countdown, u wanna bring a partner along... make sure kkz?? SIM gals r waiting... =) all the best in ur future studies big guy...

Nic

c u & Diana so loving... i jealous liao sia... ahhaha.. but still feels glad for both of u.... =D hope studies are going well... thou we're close only ard 7yrs... but still my buddy... hahaha.... We shld go for more roadtrips... =) all da best..

L4D:一年大的朋友

Vivian

pretty 小妹... last yr not ur yr i noe... alot of tings happened to u and bad tings... hope 2010 is a better yr for u lady... so many times u emo & did nth abt it... hope 2010 u can get ur life back on track... getting a bf is ez.... a gd 1 is very hard de.... not alot of gd guys like mi out there.... HAHAHHAAH... but hope the setbacks u faced in 2009 will not bring u down kkz?? the tears that u shed in front of us....... is priceless... i wun trade any other gals for u to b in L4D, rmb tat... 加油... sickness will get better... results will improve de... dun cry anymore le... we all are juz a phone call away... =/

Xie

Mr. Nice... time to do sumting for urself le... frenz are impt, but ur own well being are more impt than ath understand??? if u not happy, how 2 make ur frenz happy? fake laughters & fake smiles 是看得出的... i oways used tiz, but still 被人看穿... so... make urself a happy man 1st... dun everyting oso siam... dun tink nv say ath means nth... ppl will assume its still in process if u nv reject... if u cant.... say out loud tat u cant... accommodate ppl is to use sparingly de.. 做人难, 做好人更难

Shan

公子爷... 2009 is a very gd yr for u hor??? haha... c u all smiles & laughter... gdgd... u're enjoying our company... HAHAHHAA... find a gf soon kkz??? and ORD LOH!!!! go into retail dun 4get me kkz??? ahhaha... all the very best...

The Rest

弟

2009 is the yr u enlist.... and u improve alot, in terms of helping out the chores... atleast u dun ask mum pick up tings when u can do it urself le.. kinda proud of u.. thou u're still emotion-less... =) hope NS police will cont to improve u... =) best wishes...

Jun Hao

buddy.... 2009 c u lose alot of frenz... MAFIAs oso gone le... left mi... cherish mi kkz?? hahahahhaha.. i tried to pull u in L4D... but i can sense tat u're not happy in tat grp... mayb u dun click tat well.. but... still got me... dun worry... sumtimes wat others said, u outsider anot... s long s u noe tat u're not ignored can le... ath still can tok to me... juz dun keep urself so emo... time to look for new gals to fret abt le kkz??? ORD LOH!!! NTU LOH!!!!!

Viona

hi.. 2009 is a very sad yr.. for mi in terms of r/s... i still duno y a couple who is in love, still ended up breaking up... but i'll nv hold back saying I Love You all these times... cuz i did.. i really did love u... and i nv regret being ur dear dear b4... nv will... all my best wishes goes to u.. and... i passed my MBS.... i dun tink u'll fail... so... dun worry so much.... tings will get better de.. 加油...

Xiao Yan

Yan ah... u're included cuz u're now part of the family le wor... haha... being gh's gf is very stressful de wor... but i tink u're coping it well... 加油.. =D

Diana

Hi diana.. thou we like nv really engaged in a long convo... but i still tink u shld b in my list... hahaha... frm the pix u took... i guess YS got sum1 who is really outgoing.... which is great.. cuz i tink he only tinks abt Badminton, before u appeared.. help mi changed him.. cuz the 3 of them ah.. at times kinda neglect mi... hahaha.... best wishes too.. and hope ur studies improves and improves..

well... i guess i din leave any1 impt out... =D
Happy 2010 peeps......

中秋节 2009...

2009-10-03T18:26:00.004+08:00

我还记得上一年的中秋节我们还在Vivo City买月饼...
今年的中秋节却是你过你的, 我过我的...
我很寂寞, 却要装得很开心...

cravings...

2009-09-30T00:30:00.000+08:00

i'm darn craving for...

and is soooooo addicted to....

yum yum

looking back on the pictures....

2009-09-27T12:51:00.004+08:00

..... our smiles are so genuine... so real; so true....

WHAT THE FUCK!!!???

2009-09-22T23:36:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE FUCK???? M'SIA IS BAD ENUFF WITH 'THOSE' PEOPLE LE...

NOW STILL GOT BITCHES WHO THINKS THEIR VAGINA IS SWEETER BY ACTING AH LIAN???

HOLY COW... I PITY JESUS WHO SACRIFICED FOR THESE BITCHES, 观音娘娘 WHO WATCHED OVER THESE IGNORANT PUSSIES...

THEY JUST SPOILED MY DAY...

HOPE THEIR SO-CALLED BF SPANK THEM LA... IF NOT, THEY'RE REALLY DEPRIVED THAT THEY NEED TO TAKE IT OUT ON THE PITIFUL GAL...

a post on my celebrations...

2009-09-13T17:07:00.001+08:00

hahahhhaa... finally.. curtains to my 22nd celebration... some did not get the celebrate wif mi... well... wat can i say... your loss... heeeeeeeee....

===5th Sept===

Round 1... celebrated wif 男人帮... went cineleisure to catch 'Year One' before going to K-Buffet for dinner... Year One was funny... but not reali up to Jack Black's standard... hahahaha... nvm... went to K-Buffet for our dinner.. the pubor receptionist put us so freaking far away frm the buffet place... nida walk so freaking far.... NVM... i go asked to change to the rm JUZ NXT TO THE BUFFET ORDER AREA... haha... open door 就 can c the yummies... woohooo...

bu basically... we're walking in & outta rm for the foods, the door keep opening, and so~~~ kinda like all buffet-goers heard our singing... hahahha... cool but embarrassing... tings goes well.. till GH found out that he lost his fone... kinda sad for him... mend to b a fun outing, but he lost a fone... nvm i tink he got SE K500i the nxt day... so much for a Commando pay... HAHHAHAH...

we head back to wlds as GH nida book in tat nite... F**ked up S_F... we head to CK's hse as we planned to go visit the 'Aquarium' @ Geylang... haha... after we parked, we head down to excursion.. walked in alot of hses, but all kinda like Cina... =X dun like.. haha

they said wanna treat mi... HAHA.. since its coming out to celebrate my bd... but guys... i tink i keeping it for nxt time.. =S

Anyway... thanks guys... u guys were there... =D

===7th Sept===

wooooooooooooo.. my actual bd!!!!! took leave... dun nida ask... HAHHAA...

xie & jh took leave too... we went back NP to look for the new food court in NP(i sua ku can!!!???) and finally found it... but end up eating our bets food choice for NPers : KAKI FUYONG!!! delicious as ever....

after that.. we took bus to head to Queensway Shopping Ctr to scout abit of tings as i tot of getting Street Soccer Boots as mine spoiling soon... but to no avail, even thou we're there like almost 1hr... i wan Messi's F10!!!! =(

they pei mi go Bencoolen after that to get my bd prezzie which i bought for myself... FCUK Watch : total damage = $130!!!

nvm... long time nv pamper myself liao.. so... FUCK CARE!!!... hahah.. then we went back to JP cuz Vivian wanna celebrate my bd on the actual day too.. thou she resting at hm the whole morning.. but i'm touched.. cuz sumtimes... its the effort that counts... anyway.. we head to JP tinking of Jack's Place.. cuz i like freaking ages din go liao... but nvm... hahha... end up eating Bill Bomber's.. which was oso delicious too...

they surprised mi wif a cake which i NV c lo... wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! actually.. i nv c cuz the brownie cake is frm Billy Bombers's juz tat... Vivian was at the Bomber's earlier for the conspiracy... after the dinner... here we goes again... stuck @ where to go... hahahahaha...

then decided to go SAFRA Jurong for pool.. but mins after juz started in the pool.. Miss Vivian wanna drink... so we pei JH go back hm... then wait for him to 'borrow' car frm his dad & we head to Halo Bar!

Drink a jug.. which is no kick.. but enjoyed my day sia... reali... i love JH, XIE, VIVIAN!!! miss u shan.. =D & LC ah... long time nv c u liao... =(

===12th Sept===

The day wheer i wanna celebrate wif my poly mates... but hmmm... lets c.... present's list : Shan, Xie, JH + an always late 的 Vivian.. ok... same old ppl.. predicted... affirmation.. =/
LC, KY, Jayce.. u guys pardoned... cuz of regimental duties... the rest??? ~~GO HOME FUCK YOURSELF... understand???~~

nvm... i'm still gonna enjoy... meet JH earlier abit... cuz he haven got my prezzie... ahhaha... then i tot can go shop shop abit... but... sianz... nv caught my eyes lei.... so sua... went to Cine to get tix for The Final Destination 3D... then went to HK Cafe for mango ice...

FD4 is not tat bad.. if u enjoy gore movies, but going for story-line de movie-goers... plz dun go watch... =)

after the show... we still got alot of time... so once again.. we going to shop for my prezzie... HAHHAA... ION -> Far East... nth... nvm... i keep until nxt time... then we head back to Sakura for our dinner le...

for the 2nd time... i went for buffet... haha... then juz ard 30~45mins into the buffet... i wanna vomit liao... ate too fast.. the go toilet try to vomit... after i come back.. reali cant tahan liao... din eat much oso... so we cam-whore and i went to change to the prezzie that L4D gave it to me... Fred Perry's Blue Checkered shirt... DAMN FCUKING NICE!!!! i love it....

then i keep tinking got cake lo... banana... cfm got make mi ps de... but... dunhav lei... so i tot nth liao... hahahahah... then we decide to go party world to sign till we drop...

i opened a chivas to celebrate my 22nd, an actually celebration to my bd, which was absent for the last 2yrs~
then!!!!! the cake comes... walao.... kena faked again... tio owned la... walao... they say... it always in the paper bag... all along... no wonder vivian so gd to mi la.. kns... holding mi, tok 2 mi... juz to keep mi away frm the cake... i admit defeat... but.. i dun like i lost like tiz, 输给美色... walao... Vivian Chua.. u got mi...

then we sing & fin the whole bottle of Chivas... and u guys predicted the end of the story??

waaa... btw... sumting worth noting... i nv felt so 'feel' abt singing 周华建's 朋友... until Vivian cried.. i noe she got alot of tings to do, alot projs to fin, alot of studies to fin... and i noe she's extremely guilty abt failing b wif her frenz all the time.. i noe she wants to b wif them real badly.. but... tats sumtings she needs to sacrifices to be real successful; stuides, top clz, do work responsibly...
she choose to sacrifices frenz... cuz she noes frenz understands the reason for the sacrifices, and will eventually forgive her... but... the cruel facts of life,life dun forgive u when u sacrifices life for frenz... it dun...
fo all who blame her... please... she needs the moral support... she's breaking down sooner. rather than later...
Chua Kim Ying... Thanks for making time for my bd.. =) i had fun, u nv wasted ur time... jia you...

Xie & Shan - Cab hm to Jurong
Crizz, Vivian, Jh cab hm to North side of Singapore
Vivian Chua - DRUNK!!!

hahahhaahahhaha

i love my 朋友... =)

i did sumting sinful...

2009-09-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

haiz....

i hated my bro for being spendthrift... being bastard who anyhow waste $$...

but i spent $380 on a pair of specs, $130 on a watch and still so many 'branded' stuffs on my 'MUST-BUY' list.... my mum 'squeezed out' $300 outta her savings to gimme, but i still over spent... wth...

mayb... my bro oso cant help it; like mi...

i'll blog abt my bd outing after my last outing tiz coming sat...

looong post

2009-08-11T19:20:00.005+08:00

===fri===

went to work halfday then head to lavendar to 'make an oath abt my SG citizenship'...
total waste of time... but gd enuff to let mi get outta the office...

went to JP to meet my fav Rain... long time no c her le... had lunch @ Swens... the 1-for-1 lunch tingy.. quite worth it... hahaha... but limited time.. i tink over le.. or wat la.. but i had sirloin steak.. yummy~~~

tok cock wif her abit, walk walk JP... freaking big... then she head to teach while i head hm(where else)...

supposed to go for a Zouk outing wif the camp buddies... but... i backed out... i scared... i go back to tat fits-ridden Crizz... =(
so i stayed at hm rot~~~~

===sat===

went running wif CK... frm his hse to Stadium..a rd 3km?? i stopped 3 times... =( lousy shit...

then go hm bath, changed & head out to meet CK & YS @ Northpoint.... to get someting for GH, as its his 22nd last Wed... i got him a Nike Tee, CK got him a Levi's Tee, YS got him a water bottle...

had an asian Sakura @ Northpoint... ordered like... 8 dishes for 5 of us(the lover birds yan & gh, ys, ck, mi)... cost like... almost $300... totally CRAZY...

then got tix for Where Got Ghost? @ 11pm... still earli, went bowling @ SAFRA Yishun... noticed these bunch of small lians... nxt to our lane... haha... 1 of them is cute~~ her name is 'Bowl'... i duno her, wondering how i noe her name??? bowling can key in names de ma.. so i 'peek' lo... haha.... but duno tats her name anot la... got ppl call herself 'Bowl' de meh??? =,=
okok... i confess... i admit i totally the whole session was peeking at her only... i lost to ys & gh... ck was juz joking ard... HAHAHAHHAHA...

then it was time to go watch movie le... after our smoking break... we head to GV Yishun to watch the show... ok.. the show got a norm start... a gd start, considering SG films & Jack's standard... but the joke eventually dies down... scary part nv actually got going.. morally wise... abit la..... so the movie is... 6/10 (all 6pts goes to the jokes)

===sun===

rest day... totally.. watched NDP + go Xie's hse watch Comm Shield, which Chelsea won (i'm supporting them this once!)

====mon===

meet the L4Ds @ town to watch the long anticipated 'UP'... 3D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
V late s usual.. then i, xie, shan went to get some dessert 1st b4 heading to Cine to get some popcorns, drinks, nachos... & we're SLIGHTLY late... missed abit of the start.. like... 3secs? =X

the movie??? haha... 8.3/10??? the missing 1.7 were the 3D effects... still needs improvements... cuz i noticed, the movie got a whole lot of potential to throw in max. quality of 3D... the ballons, the hse, the trees... everyting...

after the movie.. we head to ION Orchard to take our dinner - Fish & Co... ok... i'm gonna shoot the ION FIsh & Co. only.. bcuz F&C is of gd quality as oways... but the ION branch.. made us wait like... 60... mins!!!??? nvm... then after 30mnins, come back sae, no swordfish collar... pasta of no gd presentation then thrown away.. ,,l,,

nvtheless... i enjoyed tat day... thou we made V cried... =) sayang~

2009-07-31T20:55:00.000+08:00

Last wk.....

===THURS===
Went back NP find Ms Lau wif JH... jzu for leisure tingy... then ate the canteen food.. miss the food so much... esp for guys serving NS..

then went ION Orchard wif JH... walao.. the mall freaky BIG... freaking luxurious... haha.. all the ATAS brands... hahaha

===FRI===

Tze char wif L4D + KY @ Jurong... some part... duno where... then + durian after the meal... damn heaty...

===SAT===
nth... at hm slack

===SUN===
Island Creamry.... so donkey yrs nv go liao... yawnz... ahhahaha...

sorry for the half-filled post... blogger still not fully ready... too pissed to cont... another time peeps... =)

??

2009-07-22T20:19:00.001+08:00

WTF happened to blogger??? nvm...

Sat went sentosa wif 男人帮

Mon sick

Wed --- fucked up...

will blogg more when blogger is 'ready'

Last Wk...

2009-07-14T20:03:00.006+08:00

===WED=== (fun-O-meter = 4/5)

went halo bar... requested by V... to countdown her BD... i agreed... i duno y.. hahah... so i juz went after my work... abit de rush.. but i still managed to run 3km b4 i head to Halo Bar...

reached there she oready drunk like some siao lady... met V's fren aka laopo & her laopo's bf.... chatted alot wif the guy... he pretty chatty de sia... haha... nv noticed him when i'm at chevrons tat nite on V"s bd bash... juz rmb he wearing the couple tee wif his gf...

ordered a tower & fin between we 2... while the gals sang till the cows comes hm... HAHAHAH..... ard 2++ we head hm... V's frenz sent her hm while i took cab hm myself... sianz... LARGE output... =.=

btw... its the 1st time i saw V drunk & so sad.... hahahaha... kinda cute... but gross.. =S

===Thurs=== (fun-O-meter = 3.5/5)

went to work slping less than 2hrs... i slpt thru the lunch break & had a seizure again... was sent to Medical Centre @ my camp... stay there till 4pm & booked out... my tongue still fucking hurts...

tied up wif Jiayi... meant to give V a surprise & V meeting Jiayi & Amy @ paragon... so i & xie went down to surprise her again.. my 2nd surprise for her liao lo... =.= ok la... the plan abit chui... cuz of mis-comm... xie was xposed by V le... no more surprise... but she did not xpect both of us to be there either... hahahaha...

touched lei Vivian Chua... O.O

then after awhile... Jiayi decides to PS her frenz @ Zirca and pei us go Timbre... Amy went hm while we wait for JH to come fetch us to Timbre.. =X... chill there awhile.. & send Jiayi hm while xie, mi & jh bring V go Jurong Hill~~~ then hm sweet hm... yawnz.... reali reali tired...

===FRI=== (fun-O-meter = 3/5)

went to marina sq to watch Ice Age 3: 3D wif jh, xie, shan... ahhaa... @ 11pm... OMFG... nice show... but basically... i nearly died there due to xhaustion... i haven recover frm my Fits... =(

===SAT=== (fun-O-meter = 7/5)

Shan's big day... i reali din rest much.. so my energry lvl was reali low...

met LC 4++ @ town to get someting for Shan.. bought @ Lacoste... after tat.. head to Vivo's White Dog Cafe to hav dinner b4 heading down to Game Haven to play our nite away...

after we reached Game Haven... we din noe how 2 operate a simple Wii.. i looked stupid... =( but then... after awhile... we ended up playing our guts out.. ahhaa... Wii is interesting sia... hmm.. might consider buying... HAHAHAHHA

after awhile... ard.. 12++?? LC, JX, KY, JH head off... so left the L4D... mi, V, Shan, Xie... then we cont our walk after the Game Haven & reached TCC to had a slip ofg coffee.. hahah... chatted alot... abt future.. abt wat we wanna do when we got $$... where we wanan go when H1N1 dies down...

TCC closes ard 2am, while we cont our walk to Boat Quay.. sit @ 1 corner & cont our emo talks... chatted alot... again... r/s.. frenzship... career etc... then hm sweet hm at 4am...

i waited for my NR till the no more NR.. like WTF!!! in the end... no choice... i took cab... cuz i was dizzy.. i felt like i'm gonna faint... i nida get hm fast to get the rest tat i'm deprived of... hahah... but reali... i'm drained....................

nevertheless... i love my wkends.......

V Chua's 21st...

2009-07-05T21:43:00.017+08:00

===Fri===

went to town to get V's prezzie, end up, getting wat she wanted, instead of surprise.. haha...
so total, we got her:

Shoes for her bd
Pedicure & Manicure
Bag of her choosing...

total damage.. $_ _ _ (6 ppl sharing)

===Sat===

NP Poly gang

Went out to Vivi Chua's 21st BD @ The Chevrons.. went there ard 230pm as i'[m the suay deco team aka Blangas.... the other 2 banglas haven come... so all sai kan i ta~ lo... haiz... poor me...

Went on to pump balloons... wth... ask the Show Luo look-alike pump balloons wor.. argh! Nvm..... who ask her 2 be my best sista lei... nb... her bd.. make until like i marry her off... so 壮观... 21st nia... i oso nv celebrate... =(

Ok... finally the 2 remaining banglas come liao.... help with the deco... & in an incredible speed.. shan, xie, crizz.. were frenz wif her other frenz... ahhaha... fast hor... all ladies somemore...

mayb its b'cuz... they appreciates our jokes & makes us feel comfortable than awkward... haha.. so basically.. the whole decoration tingy was not so bad..... wooohooo...

Then as the time is closer to the start of the party, the 后台 ppl aka deco team.. were having tonnes of fun taking fotos etc...

The 21st Gal, featuring Crizz Cheong

the king & queen of IHP, Ngee Ann Poly

Finally, her big party started ard 7pm... guest slowing-ly came & wish her happy bd... then more & more ppl arrived... as usual... we're outcasted... cuz we're a minor grp, comparing to her guest... ky, henry, jh, shan, xie & mi were sitting outside smoking & eating our buffet... toking cork.. then catch up wif Henry...

Boomer, Hunter, Smoker

mi & JiaYi... my future balding instructor, FOC...

as the party goes on deeper to the nite, its time for the cake... its someting like lychee martini... very nice.... after the BD song as usual.. V made a wish & cut the cake...

we're still outside the chalet while she send her guests out... finally... the chalet is ours & the fun begins... again!!!!

i went ard asking to take pics... haha... so long nv camwhore liao... sommore i freaking tink i'm handsome tat day... mayb V's guests too shy to get my no.... they'll ask V de... i b'live... hhahahahahhahaha

Amy Song + Crizzy Cheong

after clearing up.... Germs (V's fren) + Jiayi went to give V a cake face.. then the war started... muhahaaahha... heng i ran out fast sia... but too bad... due to security guards' prob... i nida get back to the hse... since tats the case.. haiz... 算了... let them sabo mi lo~~~ =( i got a vid frm mi getting sabo-ed... go to my facbook acct & view it ba... haiz....

below pics mayb be graphical... not for the faint-hearted:

Suvivor: Crizz

Survivor: Shan

Survivor: V

Survivor: Xie

the 4 left standing... L4D

after washing up... our energy lvl down to the bottom le... so we slacked ard... to make jokes & laugh ard... haha... until we cant make it anymore... which is ard like.... 530am!!!! OMFG...

V slpt 1st... pig~~.... then followed by xie, shan, the gals then mi & jiayi... guess wat... V woke up @ 630.... and wake every1 up... wif tat cute but irritating flower of hers... then the poor us... wake up @ 7... and pei her di siao siao other who haven wake up... yawnz....

after clearing everyting.... we head hm... but b4 tat.. i, shan, xie went to IMM for LJS's breakfast... delicious~~~

fun wkend.... tiz wk's sat... Shan's 22nd.... HOLY COW!!!!!

Fun-o-Meter : Not Applicable / 5

selling....

2009-07-04T00:36:00.005+08:00

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Please get it before its outta stock... and muz go!!!! Please drop mi a tag on my tagboard... i'll return ur tag ASAP.. =D

pssssss... anyway.. i only got 1 bottle... >.O

the last hug, the last kiss... the last you...

2009-06-28T23:45:00.006+08:00

wake up in the morning... tinking abt u... missing abt u...

in my slp... i juz cant stop dreaming abt u...

sms-ed u... hoping tat i could c u... but it was not meant to be...

the ans i wanted, was not the 1 i wan nor nid...

washed up, msn, watch movie...

saw u online, then i were all so silly...

heard u're alone for dinner 2nite..

wish i could pei u, but promised them a fortnight..

after the dinner... still tot of u...

went hm, hoping to meet u..

saw him b4 i set off... told mi tings tat would kills...

met u at the place tat u & mi 1st chills...

tonnes to ask u qns tat i wan...

but after u sat beside mi at tat very place,

all my qns... which i wanted to ask, would eventually be in vain...

see-ing the worries in ur eyes, of whether ur family would see us..

ur concern seems so fake in chasing mi off claiming i might hav no bus...

see-ing us like tat, in the same old settings,

but the love, care, concern were of different feelings...

all i noe.. i'm glad tat u're attached & moving on...

but the silly old Crizz is still crazily, holding on...

wat i wanna ask abt the patching...

hearing your laughters, proves tat i shld continue watching...

while u & him were acknowledge each others' feelings...

I'm given the rest that I needed for our relationship,

but when I'm ready to come back,

u're long gone to him, who dun need tat 'Rest'

=======================================

For those think I'm emo-ing again and think I shld get a life...

my reply: Hell yea, i'm emo-ing.... abt the getting myself a life... go fuck urself....

i guess... Mr Kok.. ur saying of Sec Sch frenz r 4evas & noe u best... u're only right abt the 1st part..

SCREW IT!!!...

last wk was... fun i guess...

2009-06-22T19:45:00.005+08:00

废话少说...

MON (150609)

went out wif CK after i came back frm work.. haha.. went to NorthPoint to try the Jap-themed foodcourt.. thou the food were on the X side.... the food were suprising nice... LOL.. reali... not bad...

then we head to SAFRA Yishun to hav a go @ pool & c some hot chicks... my type!!! wooo... haha... then we went inside the Jackpot rm... instead of Jackpot-ing... we kapo their free Milo... muhahaha... *evil* after tat... hm sweet hm after taking a puff... i'm gonna fin the whole pack of my ciggs myself le... OMFG... i'm so unhealthy... damn~~~

Fun-o-Meter = 3.5/5... cuz i missed my 男人帮 alot... =(

Wed (170609)

failed my FTT... FUCKING DUN WISH TO TOK ABT IT!!!!!

Fri (190609)

hell wkend again... Shan + Xie + JH + V + Crizz... attacked Holland V.. again.. hahah... we went as usual... Coffee Club to chill again.. tiz time... i duno we chit chat till how long... haha... Shan left 1st as he still got Army on Sat..

So we (Xie + V + JH) oso head hm.. cuz i seems pretty tired.. i duno y... shag like fuck..

btw... i juz realised on Fri, Nicole Highway can go M'sia!!! muahahahhahaahahahahaha

Fun-o-Meter = 4.5/5

Sat (200609)

Met V @ town to shop for her dress for her bd & my bag... but end up.. we bought nth... hmm... actually.. i bought sumting... or rather... tio scammed for a Mag tat V is promoting... kinda like Taiwanese's Fashion Mag... kinda useful - for gals!...

nvm... then met JH @ Taka (btw.... my legs was wobbly after shopping wif a shopping queen w/o complains...) then walked all the way to Dodby Ghaut to meet Xie as we decided to go Timbre!!!! finally i'm heading to Timbre... wooo....

after a loooooong walk for the 3rd time tat nite... we finally reached Timbre... & after a few unnecessary turns by Shan, he joined us after we got a seat... The live band, Goofellas, was suprisingly gd... the drinks.. was not bad either.. as i was cash strapped for some stupid reason, we juz listen songs & drink abit... and we kinda kept slience.. as we seated near the stage & couldnt hear each other...

after tat.. we head hm.. as near Timbre do not have NR2... the lads were gd enuff to acc. mi to Esplande.... to take NR2... after i board my bus... they realised, there's no NR for them.. so they walked all the way back... & there's no NR too... tat results in loitering in town for ard 1hrs plus... which i oreadi bathed hao, gonna slp le.. tot V haven reached hm (my 本性).. called her & suprised the 3 retards still in town... wtf!!!... ghaha...

then waited till the 'Burden V' reached hm.. i felt aslp straight after..

Fun-o-Meter = 6/5

Sun (210609)

guess wat time i woke up.... 4pm!!!! DAMN~~~~

Went for father day's dinner... my treat... was supposed to meet Shan + Xie + V @ 9pm... but i fin the dinner at 930... muahhahahahah...

so chiong down to BPP, swensens to meet the guys/gal.. talked abit some sensitive stuffs.. then hm sweet hm @ 1120pm.. yawns...

Fun-o-Meter = 3/5

Mon (220609)

6 clerks ---> 2 MC, 1 MA. 1 Overseas leave...

FUCKINGLY BZ......

Please vote...

2009-06-18T00:51:00.006+08:00

Please vote...

Is it a hassle for you, my loyal readers, that i password-lized my blog?(poll)

i'll blog abt my trip wif CK on Mon nite, and my failed FTT tues nite... next time...
=( fucking sad tat i failed the test..

wkends... again...

2009-06-14T21:57:00.009+08:00

haha.. here's my wkend again...

FRI

went cohesion wif Manpower Br, hence kinda like halfday... went Manhattan for the 1st time(@ Plaza Sing)... then we tok cock sing song at there ard... 2hrs plus... then we OTOT went for LAN gaming.... L4D!!!! woooo.. hahah..... then i owned L4D, as i play like pro... *blush*.. then tio owned in CS by Samuel Chan... walao.... seems like.. after JD & Sam Kee ORD-ed liao... our branch not so 'dead' afterall.. =S

after the cohesion+gaming... i went to meet Xie & JH... find a place chill.. cuz fri lei.. knn... go hm rot... then i went Holland V meet them... tats when i bought ciggs... again... when i lighted tat stick once again... i tink... i'm in the wrong side of life again... but fuck care.... @ Holland V tok cock abit... then went to Jurong hill then to Xie's hse vicinity to cont our chat+rants+scoldings...

end of the day.... reached hm @ 330am... Fun-o-Meter: 3.5/5

SATVivian & Crizz

went to meet Shan & Xie to go find KY... @ PC Show... the only mission i tink ok tat day would be see-ing chio bu...but all the way frm city link... not even a 'can-make-it ah lian' found.... wtf!!!... SG's gals all die laio sia... then 好不容易 reached her booth, passed her sum snacks.. we head off... skipping lvl6... hahahah... then so 'randomly' V called.. wanna meet us... then after we chill at Starbucks.. Shan went off to his dad's BD... @ somewhere near Chinatown...

Crizz & Clara, the Angel Receptionist

then we went jalan jalan ard Esplanade, b4 we decided to settle down our dinner @ 7atenine... which is a FUCKING HIGH CLASS & EXPENSIVE PLACE... the reason y i'm not against it.. is cuz the receptionist is a freaking HOT 'angel'... her name: Clara... OMFG... SHE'S GORGEOUS WIF HER WINGS... i ta boleh tahan... i wasnt listening AT ALL when she described her place's privilages... i was... ahem... looking at her... but she keep bio-ing Xie... lol.... then after we got the place's privilages understooded... we started our high class dinner... after a while... we requested to take a pic wif her... hha.. so PS... but V reali noe how 2 sabo.... then we waited for Shan to rejoin us & JiaYi to join us too.. V's fren..

V, Crizz, Shan, JiaYi, Xie

after the dinner & dance to the live bands.. we head to the sea side & cont our jokes session... haha... aftewards... 1130... we went hm... yawnz... tired... but i love tat day... Fun-o-Meter: 5/5

SUN

went out to re-enrol my driving... went BBDC to enrol as private lo~~~... then went to CCK meet V... again... then while waiting for her cut hair... after tat.. meet Xie.. we head to Chevrons... to take a look @ her bd's chalet... then nida plan how 2 deco... walao.. tio arrow reali not fun sia... LOL... then we're dicussing abt going to Genting for her bd trip.... so freakingly random la... walao.. so like 70% decided to go Genting 8,9,10 JUL... =.=

then Shan, Xie, Mi went to IMM for our dinner... Ajisen time... LOL... then we laugh here laugh there as usual.. after payday.. i spent like siao kia... ahha... so Shan named us... F4... haha... spend like no ppl's biz... kns.. but true... i felt richer...

after a anyhow jalan jalan cuz i wanna get a big bag for Genting trip from puma... but i cant find... so we head to kopitiam to get my almond longan... my fav... HAHAHHA... after tat.. head hm le~~~

so now... pretty tired.. Fun-o-Metre: 3/5

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2009-06-10T21:10:00.010+08:00

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Her Final Post...

2009-06-07T00:37:00.005+08:00

想... 如果我能说出祝你幸福... 我应该认了吧...
我们俩的努力都不够坚强... ... ...

就让我含着泪... 向你离开的方向告别...
I'll keep this blog going... because it is this very same blog... that 让我认识了你...

今天... 一个人在家回想着........ 我才发现我多么的... 多么的爱你...

Darlin... Goodbye......................

now...

2009-06-04T11:27:00.002+08:00

in camp now...
missing u now....
tired now...
lonely now...
cash-less now...
need some1 to love mi now....
need anger management now...
cant wait for wkends to come now...

wanna die now...

wkends...

2009-06-02T19:46:00.007+08:00

Hmm... came back to blog...

Fri - went out... wif jh, xie, ky, lc.. to celebrate LC's belated bd... haha... and the prezzie finally gave it to him le.. watched Terminator... well... not nice... but got Arnold's muscular d*ck... so i guess its fine... HAHHAHA...parted ways after the 9pm Terminator... then went out wif jh & xie 2 rd as jh got car!!!! asked the hyper V again... chilled ard Bt Timah + prata + play pool... since ages i've visited Bt Timah & even longer since i last touched a cue stick... i lost every match (b'live it)... then its hm sweet hm... fun-O-meter =3.5/5

Sat - went out wif 男人帮... Butter Fac... finally... i picked up club once more... waited for Butters for ard 2hrs ++ b4 we got in... at 1st... i dun even noe how 2 order drinks le... i was 'beer-ing' for the past 2yrs of my freaking life.... anyway... got voldka red bull... then drink till high le... hit the dance floor... i admit.. my moves really sux... HAHAHAHAHA... head hm ard 2++... fun-O-meter = 4/5

Sun - Mahjong sessionw if the crazy ppl (V, xie, KY, shan, JH)... haha... then i & V 1 side.. lost abit here & there + i 咋唬... HAHAHA.. i'm a loser.....
fun-O-meter = 3/5

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问自己... 你们真的了解你们的好哥儿们, 好姐妹吗? 还有... 他们真的了解你吗? 真的了解吗?
没人能比你对你的人生还清楚... 还了解... 还懂你...
所以... 一切的错误, 一切的责任, 一切的罪过... 只能怪自己，骂自己, 恨自己...

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在那一瞬间... 我想起你的那张睡脸... 我不禁的微笑了... 是我在想你吗?

my request.. is it too much

2009-05-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

what i ask from u... is it too much???

=/

Wishlist updated....

2009-05-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

well... i'll juz let the title do its talking...

=)

P/S: i'm in love wif tiz song: Nelly - Stepped on my J's..... HAHAHHAHAH

MC-ed

2009-05-20T22:40:00.011+08:00

bro got the black braclet for mi... tankz bro~

yea yea yea... ppl will say i chao geng... but well i'm reali sick... and i dunhav to ans nor xplain to any1... cuz i'm responsible for myself nia... o dun nida care others tink...

fuck it...

MC Day1: stayed at hm... nth much... watched Eagle Eye... ya ya ya... i noe, old show liao... but i tink those noe mi enuff will noe tat i choose not to spend $$ on theaters unless REALLY GD SHOW(wolverine, museum2, transformers2 etc)... my critics on Eagle Eye??? other than slow starts, the movie was AWESOME!!! haha... action packed... nv wasted my time ahem-ing... =)

Mum's 天朱

MC Day2: bro went out... so i fcuking sianz, then go Lib, borrow books... guys muz b wondering, Crizz Cheong in Lib?? haha... yea... i cant b'live it myself too... i actually REALLY ENTERED THE GOD-DAMNED PLACE after 3 freaking yrs... haha... then i was even more noob than the pri sch student beside mi.... =.=... cuz i cant borrow any books, after i crazily found 2... after a few tries... my tempers came up & i approached the really kind librarian... she xplained y i cant borrow any books(i dropped my ez link donkey yrs ago, so they blocked my NRIC no. + i got fines i haven pay)... after paying + some administrations stuffs... i finally got my 2 books... HAHAHHAHAHA... i started reading... i tot would straight away U-turn & drop the books back the book-drop the very same day... but i merely dozed off... how's tat for a dramatic improvement? =) after tat, went CWP find bro, he was choosing a 天朱 for Mum's Day(belated of cuz)... got 1.. and since his pay is here + i noticed sumting reali cool, i decided to ka~ him for a blessed bracelet... but i'll return him half de... the cost of the freaking blessed bracelet=$83!!!! nvm... its blessed... and it looks cool... its hard to get sumting tats blessed + cool.. after which we went separate ways, he went dating while i go hm... after tat... guess u guys dunwann noe.... so....................

peace out~

last 2wks~~~

2009-05-19T12:15:00.006+08:00

Yoz... back to blog abt last few wks....... had been lazy lately...

hmmm... satrt off wif Halo Bar trip... some time ago...

went halo for the... uncountable times... had tower s usual.. but dun seems like able to drink fill... given my beer belly, i guess 2towers seems ez... but i felt bloated... i duno y... anyway... sang in a rm, equipped wif KTV... haha... sang old sch shits inside & poker face~~~~ walao... cant imagine, henry & KY can actually sings Poker Face (WTF rite!!!???) then i & henry went sentimentals as we bombard Halo wifg old love songs: I Lay My Love on You+This I Promise You+Shape of My Heart(duet wif V).... then as JH din drink he drove us hm, ard 1++ cuz he said 麻烦 if tio TP... then we send KY hm 1st... cuz if not, she'll tio chopped by her dad... so we had prata at the same time at KY's hse nearby b4 sending mi hm then V... Fun-O-Meter = 3.5/5

hmm... now lets tok abt last wk...

went out wif bro on fri afternoon as i took my halfday off tat i earned... i & bro went Far East in tot of getting my STAGE cap... but it freaking sold out, and nv mentioned in thier blog... so made a wasted trip.. spoilt my mood.. so bro & i went back hm soon... Fun-O-Meter = 1.5/5
Sat - rotted at hm... Fun-O-Meter = 0/5
Sun - went Tampines 1 wif JH... went to get sumting for LC... haha... well.. T1 was a flop.. SUPER FUCKING SMALL... but we're generally pleased wif the ting we got for LC... came back hm... then rot again~~~ Fun-O-Meter = 2.5/5

P/S: damn... i din noe Buckcherry is so fierce de...

不知不觉...

2009-05-12T21:13:00.006+08:00

不知不觉... 我又在挂念着你
不知不觉... 我怕再一次伤害你
不知不觉... 我望着月亮就想起你
不知不觉... 这一年的快乐是因为你
不知不觉... 我们会闹到我是我, 你是你

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Yes, maybe i'm happy now... with frenz and all these...
but maybe i could be happier, if you accepts me like this & were beside me...

maybe..................... maybe..................... maybe.....................

let blog abt.... the 3 stages of my pre-adult life...

2009-05-07T01:00:00.004+08:00

Well, i found out that i haven reali post abt the fun part of my life... yayaya... ppl c mi s emo crap... but...i do hav fun times... i guess...

Sec sch days
sec sch is generally the best part yet... haha... rmb the 1st day came in... know Alvin Tan 1st, as we knew each other frm tutions before... hence followed him ard RSS.. joined NCC(Sea).. but quited soon after... joined alot of assemblies dances etc... then got closer to the badminton freaks... my buddies-till-death: 男人帮... do bad tings, create havov tgt for the last 3yrs in RSS... slog our brain jucies out tgt during N's & O's... tats the part i love abt studies... every1 u c having fun; will eventuallystop playing & study hard for once... grad le frm RSS... felt sad.. cuz i'm gonna miz them.. but heng Gab's wif mi @ NP... haha....

Poly days
Poly... where i wear hm clothes to sch... haha.... look handsome... Sch of ICT... at 1st duno y wanna go IT... but keep remind myself.. wat i choose... i cant compaint... compaint oso duno to who... anyway... get to know a few study geeks(MAFIAs) and a few corkster(LLs)... made alot of frenz there... kinda surprized tat i noe ard... 70% of the ppl in ICT liao... haha... mayb cuz we got alot of clz-merging lessons... last yr of Poly... was left back at NP for attachement, cuz i dun fare well in my grades... hence stayed ba... then we got to know Hui Yuan & Vivian... the poster gal for ICT thru-out my 3yrs poly life... ahha... i did mentioned once she's pretty attractive... but... hey... din xpect to actually noe her... haha... anyway.... she's part of the 1st season of 校花校草... thru out the attachment... its was damn hard... i nearly gave up.. but shan, xie + jh kept mi going.. pei mi chiong reports out tgt... 3 straight days in a row... till the final day of our submission.... i nearly died... but tat was oso the time we slog our brain juices out.... haha.... grad frm poly le... get my long-awaited Dip... hugging all my frenz while taking pics... then we enjoyed outselves at Halo Bar... tats the real time i reali laugh frm the bottom of my heart... & i heart pain to move on...

Army days
enlisted on 160608... 0800hrs... to Tekong... as i was dagonised as E9L1.. therefore i went to BMT for 5days... chalet ppl migth say.. i agreed... do nth de sia... haha... then posted ti ATI as Leave Clerk... i tink my job is quite stressfulat times.. but ppl migth tink i handle leaves nia, nth much... tink i 2yrs in army is slack life.. but cb~ i got tings 2 do de lo... end of yr is my peak period.. i cant even fucking go on leave.. ... X'mas cant hav enuff fun... wth!... but... aiya... wast the pt of the argument?? i noe enuff liao ma.. u wanna say i chalet... i chalet lo... fcuk u all... gonan b LCP soon le... but no1 to share the 'happiness' wif mi... haha... but fcuk... i'm juz a LCP... ppl chiong de is officers, specs... what m i???? ,,l,, so 1 more yr to my ORD.... looking forward to it... knew afew frenz in camp... Samuel Kee, Junda & Marc.. they're like my tok cork buddies... enjoy their company...... =D

hmm... guess the army tingy is still complainable ba.. HAHAHHAHA

Susan Boyle STUNS Simon Cowell

2009-04-18T09:44:00.006+08:00

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this has to be the best singing frm some1 who past her 40th BD...

introducing Susan Boyle(she tunned Simon, dun tink MJ will ever have this effect on Simon):

Susan Boyle STUNS Simon Cowell
(click on this link)

i bet cha simon muz b masturbating to her voice... XD

tankz ah

2009-04-17T20:52:00.001+08:00

and thanks for your fuck-care attitude & 'fake' concern...

... 浪漫主义

2009-04-13T21:16:00.008+08:00

the day i enlist... missing you....

well well well... back to blog... for 1 post...

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went tekong again to despatch... as i failed my mission last sat (there goes my OFF)... haiz... waste time there only sia... f**k...

anyway.. tats not the main pt...

i went there c alot of chio bu... reali by heaps de sia... but mostly got bfs liao la... cant b all sis rite??? so many chio sis meh??? like tat more likely got incest-fested in SG liao lo...
oso... tiz is not the main pt...

here comes the main pt...

i was enlisted 16 JUN 08... i was wif my bro, dad, mum... i got 1 more tix... but.... she din come...
but to mi... its quite impt tat i was sent off by 1 of my loved 1s... rite??? thou i fucking go there chalet 5days nia.... the prob is.. the tots is imp rite???? do i reali nida go there 2 fucking wks... then u'll... ahhhh nvm...

ok... not i wanna complaint... i tend to compare... but... vivian can go down wait LC... CL can go along CK's badminton habits... Xiao Yan can go along GH's tok cork-ness... Diana - haven discover....
but these acts... to me... its sweet/romantic/cute... made mi feel... i got some say..??? ok... nvm... i'm ranting abt BGR again.. wth...

well... how i wish she(or any gals in fact) send mi go tekong lo~~~ atleast i got face... HAHA... cuz i saw a guy go in, wif alot of gals & buddies going in, thou cant get to tekong, but atleast till the SAF Ferry Terminal... tats sweet enuff...

saw alot of kiss goodbyes everywhere.... mayb the fact tat they're going in stay-in ATLEAST 2wks ba... 难舍难分... 5days are chicken peanuts.... wateva....

PLEASE get tiz straight... i'm not pissed.... i juz wanna voice... as thiz crap got no more use.. cuz i wun re-service, i wun go back army, i wun cant bear to leave her ever again, cuz i ROD... wun ever hav tat 感人画面... or show ur love to every1... or wateva u call tat...

sweet stuffs rite???? i b'live ALL GF will send her BF off... to anywhere in the world.. if it concerns 2 of u not see-ing each other... be it ROC(Taiwan); Germany; Brunei; Thailand... for training, air-borne, or wateva reason....

ok... i wan u to be as sweet/romantic..... 办得到吗? =/

my world is full of HATE...

2009-04-06T23:01:00.002+08:00

this space is for venting anger... but wat IF i mentioned

fuck a*my, fuck L*Y?? fuck this fuck tat???

i'll still get fucked... cuz tiz fucking place is not for venting angry... this world is fucking fucked up...

its full of fucking hatred...

and guess wat... i'm fucking living in this fucked up world...

and guess summore................. yea~~~~ I'M SUICIDAL... COUNSEL MI LA~~~ FAGGS

my choice...

2009-04-05T19:54:00.002+08:00

我.................. 选择了相信朋友.....

38.9 degrees

2009-03-28T18:23:00.000+08:00

haiz... fever... 38.9 wor... super high...

gonna die le.. sweating like mad oso cant subsidize my temp.. argh!!!!

我需要你时, 你在哪里???

2009-03-19T23:04:00.004+08:00

i blew up my LCD again... i'm very sad... very very sad...

你在哪里??? 我想要抱抱你... =(

Closed... at the moment...

2009-03-04T20:41:00.003+08:00

life is so.... black & white...

2009-02-05T21:05:00.003+08:00

yoz... back...

short entry...

happy bd vivian lee... tiz sat
congrats LC finally got his license...
had fun wif my polymates... misses them....
haven visit 男人帮's hse... =.=

while on the way back hm... took 903... pass by RP & saw rms lited... students doing proj i suppose... makes mi.... wanna go back 2 sch... doing projs all over again...

haiz... wtf!!!... =)

told ya its f**king short....

p/s: Viona.... ur prince will come on time... he'll make it for ur 21st... he'll love u more than i can ever be... i promise he will

Happy MOO Year

2009-01-27T01:25:00.004+08:00

well.. back to blog abit... in case i got tonnes of stuffs i 4got to blog... hmmm...

男人帮's rare gathering... CHEERS!!!Steamboat time!!!!

Nite before 除夕:
went gh hse eat steamboat wif his fam, as usual every yr... its like a custom that we nida follow liao.. haha... but tiz custom i like.. becuz no matter how bz CK is(wif CL of cuz).. or how 'taleh' Nic was(wif his target)... i still managed to see them ard... at gh hse w/o failed... haha... s for mi, well... throughout the yr, i've got a bit freedom or rather... she dun care le... haha... jkjk...

除夕:
at hm rot wif bro... decided to 守夜 again tiz yr.... so i & my dearest bro watched our new mioTV... 'Dragon Squad'... i noe i noe... old show.. but i reali din watched it b4 muah~~~~ haha... so watched it wif him.... waaa... muz reali sae... they reali cool... made mi got a urge to b-cum police... haha...

so we 守 till 5am... we finally pengz liao... tired... flat out...

初一:
hmm... slp till 11am... but could hav slpt longer... but... GH CALLED MI!!!!! said he coming over my place like now.... so i panicked & woke up lo...

taught him how 2 play DoTa... then we ordered Mac... & after awhile.. we booked tix for 'Love Matters'... 9pm..

haha... hilarious show.. the whole show is abt sex... i fully recommend all the guys watched it... HAHAHHAHAHAH....

初二:
ok... i predict... at hm nua~~~~~~ =/

初三:
cancel my leave ma???? haiz.....

祝福

2009-01-23T07:46:00.006+08:00

the time we spent lately....

does it even feel like we're back tgt???

the sweetest mayb gone.... but i can nv find it back esp when it's a 1-sided tingy... oways said one needs both hands to clap... but... i'm the 1 swinging my hand thru the air, in vain...

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R,

i heard u're going London.... i'm sorry i cant prep the prezzie for u b4 u flies... and the fact tat u nida 'risk' 2 even c ur 'best fren' b4 u head off... makes it even more difficult for us 2 meet...

so much so tat i would like 2 c u for mths... but i guess... we're gonna miss seeing each other for sum time atleast...

last but not least.... hav a great journey, and happy CNY... 'try' not 2 4get those who're here in SG....

ciaoz..........

Title-less

2009-01-19T23:58:00.003+08:00

ermm... well... its been the 20th day of 2009... but it happens to be my 1st of 2009... HAHAHA...

its a rare sight as i'm a blogging machine, few yrs back... so.... now i guess my average is 3mths/post... damn tats dry...

ahem... wateva the case... i nida find the motivation of blogging QUICK!!!!

i promise my 'fans' tat i'll start blogging asap... s long s the 懒惰虫 leave mi alone...

ciaoz...

Adiós 2009... Bonjour 2009

2008-12-31T23:40:00.003+08:00

Bon au Revoir... Miss 2008

with less than 30mins to the end of 2008...

i would like to xtend my wishes to all i know...
pri sch mates,
sec sch mates,
poly mates,
working mates,
army kakis...

most imptly... Darlin...

hope the greats of 2008 built on it... while the bads improved in 2009...

once again... Happy 2009.... best wishes guyz....

Hola Mr. 2009

Signed:
Crizz

少了吗???

2008-12-26T22:53:00.003+08:00

不是少... 而是每一个话题里... 都是我的朋友的不是...

他们怎么说都是我的好朋友... 我的男人帮... 我的MAFIAs...

小猪是我的偶像... 就不能... 算了....

道理??? 这世界... 道理是不存在的... 懂吗???

dolls are to be pampered... so.. pamper u...?

男人最需要的是... 女人的支持, 仰慕和尊敬.........
我也是一个大男人.... 尊严对我非常重要... 但, 这一年... 我什么都没有....

6days to 1yr... got point???

x'mas wif 男人帮

2008-12-25T21:04:00.001+08:00

spent a short x'mas at ck hse... =)

had a fun day......

did i felt i was having fun....?

i guess not, mind was sumwhere else...but reali.. like the plan... =/

thanks guys

7days to 1yr.... got point??

X'mas Eve 2008

2008-12-24T22:03:00.004+08:00

i'm at hm... on X'mas eve 2008... wtf!!!!!

nonoononoon... i got plans...... hmmm... lets take a look at my plans...

0600hrs - wake up
0630hrs - took bus to camp
0700hrs - LIFE cancelled
0800hrs - working
1200hrs - go back hm
1300hrs - reached hm
1400hrs - Sheng Siong shopping wif bro
1500hrs - HOME
16OOhrs - HOME
1700hrs - HOME
1800hrs - HOME
1900hrs -HOME
2000hrs - HOME
2100hrs - HOME
2200hrs - HOME
2300hrs - drinking @ jetty.. watched m'sia de fireworks... looked color-less to mi...........
0000hrs - X'mas STILL FUCKING AT HM....

他妈的.. 我懂了.... 放生人都不要让人放生....

no point no point no point...
yaya... everytings dun worth a point

Xie's 21st + X'mas party...

2008-12-22T21:41:00.012+08:00

hi... i'm back~~~~... haha...

latest update:
went some restaurant makan dinner 2 celebrate yu xie's 21st bd... but before tat.. met up wif MAFIAs to get xie a gift... =)

so we went caesar 2 get a samurai sword for his 21st bd @ PS... while waiting for the time to meet... MAFIAs rot outside PS; listening 2 carousel.... kinda boring.. but atleast drowned mi wif all the x'mas 'feel'.... finally recieved a call frm xie tat he reached The Cathay liao, so we hurried there too, cant let the bd boi wait ba~...

(frm left: JH, Shan, KY, LC, WL)

mi wif BD kia

Buffet Table A

Buffet Table B

but......... onli MAFIAs reached... guess we're the ones tats abit too punctual le ba...
after all the guests(MAFIAs, LLBs, JX, Vivian) arrived, we head into Straits Cafe, for a buffet - HOTEL STYLE!!!!!

JX, Vivian, KY

Xie, Shan, LC

though no much varieties, but damn... the ambience was there.... and abit ps, as xie paid the bill... abit no sense lei... but nv-the-less... i've enjoyed the dinner.. hope others too...

after the dinner, which ends ard 9plus... we head 2 boat quay for usual drinking session.... @ 'Honey Bar'... as LC got fren working there... a lady summore!!!!

MAFIAs wif prezzie...group foto lo~~~

will u make a wish, make a fish, 闭上眼清愿望是口井..

LC, Henry(VIP No.3), Siyi(VIP No.2), Xie, KY

校草 & 校花

Group foto 2

VIPs wif prezzies

Biggest VIP.... Vivian Chua

aniway.... we opened 1 Martell & 1 tower of Tiger to fed the animals(tats us.. =P)... then we started games... i played wif KY & Vivian... 海带拳... 我输得不像样... haha... had alot 2 drink... aha... then we started 2 xchange gifts... we gave xie his 21st bd prezzies... while he present us a gift for X"mas... since he so heng falls on X'mas Eve..

after the gift xchange... we started asking those 入骨的问题.... haha... qns like... 'why you still single'; 'if u were 2 choose sum1 frm MBC course, who you choose'; '3 criterias to be your gf/bf'(想知道我的答案是什么吗? HEHEHEHHE)..... haha...

after the whole session, which is ard 3am... we head hm.. i, jh & vivian 1 cab, while the others took abit latta... cuz we worried abit tat lil vivian might not b ok, since tiz is only the 2nd time she went out drinking wif us... so her safety lies on mi & jh... & i damn suay last 1 to alight.. damn.. muz ask my mummy move 2 sumwhere central... =X

then i reached hm ard... 330++ after bath... dl sum songs i heard over the pub... then off i'm 2 slp... yawnz....

hope the pics in between wakes u up frm reading tiz post... ciaoz.....

oh wait.... randoms:

you noe tat sweet, its suppose 2 b a sweet surprise... but... 很显然... it din work out too well
maybe... i've tried too hard... abit too hard.... =|
爱一个人, 就不该把她的幸福夺走; 强逼她在身边... 但不把她留在身边, 她又能知道你很爱她???

i've nv felt so fked being a S'porean.... to hell wif Natnal Service

2008-12-11T11:30:00.001+08:00

haiz... another bad wk at camp... totally sucks...

got bombed BIG TIME!!!!!... =(

第十一个...

2008-12-01T22:20:00.005+08:00

Happy... Anni... =) muackz

i miss them.... seriously....

2008-11-27T22:27:00.003+08:00

wow... was sianz till i go look back on all the pics i've uploaded in Facebook & Friendster... saw 男人帮's past pics... RSS's past... NP's past... MAFIAs' past pics.... alot of 感触......

kinda miz my MAFIAs... i'm rarely the main actor in any grp... 在 MAFIAs... 我说了算.....
so now when i browse thru all the pics... i freakingly miss my NP days... i tot i din hav fun.... but truth is.... i did 'claim' a fair share of fun.... the reason? its becuz of them:

5w02MAFIAs;
i miz them... LOTS... janice... u're tgt wif shannon de... no worries... u're being missed too... =/

我曾尝试过....

2008-11-25T23:06:00.003+08:00

i've tried.... i've been trying my best...

to be the best bf u ever noe,
to be the dream bf tat u dreamt...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i've hoped... i've been hoping darlin

would be the best gf i even had,
the dream gf tat i oways wanted...
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.
.
.
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
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but i guess... both of us.... failed miserably

but i'm proud... tat i could call u darlin, for 10mths straight... 愛しています

Mel's 21st....

2008-11-24T21:53:00.004+08:00

wooooooo.. =)

hmmm... make it simple though... attended mel's 21st... was pretty gd organised la.. juz tat... her frenz abit **** up... cuz the turn out was reali bad....

but lucky her, F4; CL; Sharon; Chanel; MeiHua managed to squeeze in the time... and attended her bd...

since the buffet was not tat successful, so we decided to go crazy wif her @ yishun SAFRA, singing K!!!!!!!!!! till ard 3++ ba...

haha... had more fun at the buffet ba.... hope she enjoyed herself...

understands her saddness when its her 21st... but.......................................
nvm... if u wan, u can oways do another 21st... s long s u stay firm... who in the blue hell dares 2 sae.... 'helo, how old r u? act young huh?'

i make sure CK booked him... =P

aniway... since my blog MIGHT b still alot of 'fans'.... i would like to wish a few ppl, a few festivals...
I Wish:

CK & CL work it out, this time....
GH treat Xiao Yan betta than any of his X
YS able to get his badminton beau
Jia can spend more time with us....
shaorn & Vivian, 星光大道 finalist...
Xie's happy 21st
JX's best 21st
a very Merry X'Mas
Happy New Year...
mi??? s long s i c them ok... i ok de.. juz dun tok abt army & r/s.... i'm ok de... =)

EMO Crizz 驾到

2008-11-17T21:10:00.002+08:00

mayb... my life's in a mess.... BIG BIG mess...

2008-11-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

请告诉我暂停算不算放弃

我输在.....

2008-10-31T19:14:00.003+08:00

没用的.... 在多努力... 吵得更凶...

始终.... 应道理而败...

输在...一心不想吵架....
输在...不想对你大小声...
输在... 开始就太疼你, 太宠你, 太爱你...

你是知道我把 anni 看得多重要的... but....

还是... 对你一点都不重要?

wat a wkend...

2008-10-13T07:32:00.002+08:00

had a fun branch cohension wif my branch mates on fri.... 1st time i had fun tiz NS tingy... the cohesion was a blast man... for the 1st time... i tink being a clerk is fun... cuz i get to hav these cohesion rather than those combat fit that could hav pray for block leave....

anyway, i met James... 1 of the popular ORD-ed clerk in Manpower... he's still popular... haha.. i do hope i'm that popular wif the them too... cuz tats mi ba... hope to b every1's frenz... so there's a betta tml.... haha... but there's a few tings i wld reali wanna mention..... my DY MPO r crazy la.... haha.. 2LT Jia Wei is like, a malay in chi body... the bod lang is like... malayu... HAHA... the wilbur is..... clubbing tiger in disgust, though i tink he can hold his liqour well.. but he juz dun hav the luck to avoid losing & drinking... =X

hmm... had fun wif darlin on sat too.. i was having a damn bad headache bcuz of those crazy drinking wif MP Br, the prev nite.... but was able to wake up and meet darlin for singing session at JE's Kbox... i tink tat was kinda the last wk it operates... i guess the nearest K would b AMK or Clementi liao... ah ah far sia~~~~ haha...
then after a long q... i & darlin went in le... then we straightaway started to choose songs... sing non-stop till 230(which is we're supposed to end @ 2.. =P)... haha... we sing alot of latest chi songs, at the same time, sang alot of eng oldies.. for a sec then, i tot darlin was 'older' than mi... =X

had fun.... then after then singing & lunch, sent darlin back hm cuz she going clubbing at nite, and at the same time, i met up wif 男人帮 to hav a mini shopping...
there was tiz clearance sale infornt of CWP's mac... and we found the Korean soccer jersey selling @ $39... walao... cheap till i got nth 2 sae... so bought it wif no hesitation... and i got an addidas shorts @ $24, nike tee National Stadium edition @ $10... total damage = $79.... *ouch*

then sun... darlin came my hse slp awhile while i do tings on my com... then we went off to hav dinner b4 sending darlin hm... gonna hav a earli nite, so din run nor use com last nite... haha... had a brief chat wif darlin, then went 2 meet her in dreamland le~~~~~

muackz...

Things i wanna get tiz payday:

~~Workout Towel~~
New Street Soccer Boots
2 Dri-Fit plain Jerseys
Another pair of sports shorts
Perfume
Polo Tees

9mths....

2008-10-01T12:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Anniversary???

i love you...

Hope you like the flowers...

=(

updates...

2008-09-29T19:48:00.004+08:00

hmmm... went to watch 'The House Bunny' on Fri wif darlin.... nice funny show... abit dumb, but 4 all those perverts... u might wanna go check tiz show up... pretty lotsa gals...

mayb darlin too tired le.. her face 'changed' to a 'tried' face... duno lei, mayb her attachment too stressing le ba... pity her too... but nevertheless... took her hm to rest at my place....
after a waking up earli in the morning, we wanna eat the Nasi Lemak, infamously near custom-FRESH!!!! cuz oways i bought 4 tat piggy pig... not tat fresh... so we decided to go down try...
reali lei... darlin enjoyed the food... HAHA... loves when she praised mi for intro-ing nice stuffs to her... haha... tat naive smile... woooooooo

aniway.... we reached there too earli, so we 'shopped' Sheng Siong till the timing for the Nasi Lemak to open... can u b'live it??? we shopped Sheng Siong like sum big ass Shopping Mall... haha.... basically, juz go look look all the catogories that Sheng Siong offers...

after the 'shopping'... finally its time to makan!!! haha.. c tat lil gal eat.. not bad wor... haha... fin the whole plate, rare sights... =)

after the makan... sent her hm to rest awhile b4 she heads on wif her frenz... while i oso go drown myslef in sum F1 craze...

met 男人帮 to c F1... cant c wor... juz heard sound onli... but damn its loud!!!!! impossible to watch w/o covering ur poor ear, no wonder ppl r selling ear-plugs and its selling gd...

then saw a few cars... but too fast to noe hu the hell raced pass us.. HAHA...
aniway, went back gh hse 2 watch soccer... Liverpool vs Everton & Man Utd vs Bolton....
after the matches, head hm.. tot of running, but too tired le... =(

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Sun... met darlin for dinner, cuz wanna her pei me watch the 1st ever F1 in S'pore.... but cuz of me missing a bus, and is late.... therefore darlin give a face... but it gets even blacker when i din apologize...

i dunwanna sae hu correct or rong... but the fact is... i'm late, i din apologize, then she black face + attitude.... tats abt it....

so din manage to fufil my wish of watching the race wif her, cuz we're basically on another war...

so... we're like going into another cool down period... which i dun tink.. its nice... cuz its our 9th mth tiz wed... and... it happens on a holiday, which i could spend it wif her... but... seems tat tiz 'cool-down' period is gonna spoilt everyting...

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like wat she said, mayb the more fear of mi losing her, makes mi loses more confident as the days passes...

but the fact is, the more i'm afraid of she leaving shld represent the more i love her, isnt it???

but she feels like i'm giving her pressure by being so 'ctrl-freak'.... well... mayb i juz dun trust opposite sex's frenz ba... or rather, frenz hu is damn fcuking gd in a way tat its betta than bf/gf...

but wat 2 u all tink???

Her frenz too gd...
or my caring & loving decreases???

每一滴眼泪... 都是我爱你的证据
但应为这些证据伤害了你
所以, 我必须隐藏这些害人的证据

Darlin...

2008-09-24T23:24:00.003+08:00

i dun wish 2 lose u.....
but the constant stubbor-ness is too much... i have to 对你发脾气....

我不知道这样是对或错... 但只知道我爱你, 就要那么做....

痛... 真得很痛.... ='(

VERY OWN BLOGSHOP UP!!!!!!

2008-09-23T21:38:00.009+08:00

hmmm....

lets blog up, in case ppl sae i lazy... ahhaha... aniway... been up 2 no gd lately...

cuz i'm bz setting up a blogshop wif my darlin.... HAHAHAHHAHA... its fun... it pulls us tgt... =P

aniway.. if wanna view our blog shop... view 了 jiu 要 buy!!!

please visit
(in the future, the link will oso b under my navigations on the left of my blog):

Rέdǿleŋce♡Sэnsǻtíön(click me)

PLEASE SUPPORT!!!!! =X

p/s: i still noob, no scoldings hor.. only ppl who is interested in guiding mi along.... =P

every1 is still subjected to all the T&C, and even frenz have to go thru the same proceedings...

sorry, i nid those proceedings to keep tracks of all the transactions...

THANKS!!!!!!

Attempt 1 - Failed

2008-09-10T00:17:00.003+08:00

i'll keep trying and trying..........

21yrs & 2days,..

2008-09-09T19:32:00.001+08:00

"You can never catch someone who do not wish to be caught"

- Crizz Cheong

my 21st...

2008-09-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

its my birthday... its my 21st bd....

tank god i spent it wif the woman i loved most tiz yr....

no matter wat happened tat day darlin... u shld noe i love u.. u noe the imptance of u in my life...

i hope u do.......................................................

Wishes:

Hope i'm a successful guy in the future
my family/frenz are in well situation
my darlin got the best results, best employers, best future

wat i've done....

2008-09-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

these are the few tings i've done... woooooo

got myself the Creative ZEN X-Fi(8GB), cuz i dun tink a Wi-Fi which can only msn will worth a hundred bucks more... haha
darlin got my STAGE KING tees... so happy.. muackz... i reali love her man!!!!!!!!!
got back my SE k800i le... time to change style... =/
almost 3mths into SAF... 加油阿!!!! Crizz

Happy 8mth my beloved...

2008-09-01T22:21:00.003+08:00

muackz... i duno how 2 tell u... i juz hope tat my blogging will not make darlin feel so bad....

happy 8mth tgt-ness my baby...
我爱你... I LOVE YOU!!!

un-planned birthday party --- cancelled

2008-08-29T16:43:00.001+08:00

read the title...

viruses attacked!!!

2008-08-24T10:51:00.001+08:00

haiz... lost everyting on my com... a whole 50+ GB of stuffs...

devastated....

now com so fast... 不习惯...

a REALLY random post...

2008-08-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

我爱的人

i reali nid 'tat little' motivation.......

to blog... hahaha... i tink i'm getting more & more lazy le....

now i'm juz interested in few tings... afew IMPT tings:

running, exercising, sit ups, pull ups, weight lifting

going out wif darlin, WHOLE DAY!!!!

going out wif 男人帮...

going out wif MAFIAs(dun worry guys, we'll find 1 day...)

shopping for tings 2 change my style of Hip Hop to Mature Man... HAHAHAHAHA

Class 2B license (if possible, Class 2 oso can... depends on my interest... =X)

Happy National Day, Singapore...

2008-08-10T19:30:00.003+08:00

to be elaborated soon:

Happy 43th, Singapore...
watched the 2nd fireworks wif darlin... but poor darlin nida endure all the mozzie & grasses... hugs
男人帮 outing at bugis 2dae... =/
CHEE BYE... THE OLD LADY OF MINE SCREWED MY STAGE TEE UP!!!!! CHAO CHEE BYE

Words that is never said~~~

2008-08-05T21:26:00.005+08:00

soon... i'm gonna break down... 马票都没这样准... =/

now i noe... its how ez to get depressed.....
but not ez to get back to ur feet frm the start, let alone back to where u had achieved...

lost the confidence that once u had... it means bye bye 4'eva....
atleast i dun feel s confident s when i'm a few mths back...

i talked to make frenz in the past... but now..... i talked to make others feels tat i'm the the same which i doubted....
basically.... i talked becuz of talking.... not a single soul is found in my words...

everytime i looked back... i saw the mths we crossed, the quarrels we solved, the kisses/hugs we gave each others, the anniversaries we celebrated...
it warms the coldest night, lights the darkest tunnel, widens the narrowest road...

the onli bad ting abt depression is:

i dun get to hav xtra time to make amends for all the hurt tat i've made to u...
i dun get xempted frm army...
i live my life, depressed, sucidal-tinking

7mth Anni... i love you my 宝贝

2008-08-03T14:40:00.005+08:00

wooo.. w/o looking at the calendar, its oreadi the 7th mth of our tgt-ness le... i so love u darlin.. muackz...

our anni was basically a special 1... even w/o precise planning nor glamourous gourmet... juz plain spending the nite tgt is enuff... atleast for mi... xpecially when i'm fcuked up inside the 'S*F'

aniway... we went Far East to get my caps after we had went to cine to check up the tix for either 'The Mummy 3' or 'Money 2'... hmm... mayb my pronounciation sux, but the sales persons at the box office seems not understanding my 'Mummy3' and 'Money2'... haha... then kinda got all of us confused... haha...
aniway, back to Far East.. ez and fast trip as i & the shop had liasied to get my caps le... therefore, nth much reali hinder it.. so got the caps, then head to 'Stage'... as we're wearing couples tees frm Stage, i kinda looking 4wd to c the looks on the staffs' eyes when we entered the shop, haha... indeed, we're 'viewed' by customers instead of staffs... felt proud lei... HAHAHAHAHA... getting their other couple tees soon too.. their caps cuming out too... wooo... STAGE!!!

then darlin and i kinda hungry liao, so we took bus to PS 2 had our dinner, Cafe Cartel... tats where we spent our Valentines, though diff branch.. haha... then we saw an actress and her 'bf' i tink.. but the actress not tat famous, so i din reali make her out at the 1st sight... but s our dinner sinks in, i kinda rmb her s the '狐狸精' of omost all her drama serials.. haha.. so i tink u oso noe hu i tooking abt la..

after the dinner, we had our ring lasered & gonna collect it on mon, we headed by 2 CWP to catch the 'Money2'... waa... no seats lo... but deem on my stubbornness to watch tat show, i sumhow dragged darlin 2 watch the midnite show wif mi... haha...
the show was kinda a blast.... but it's critics r critical of it lei... but my personal view is tat i felt tiz show is betta.... than 'Money1'.. mayb i din understand the Hokkien tat well when 'Money1' screened... lesser use of Hokkien makes 'Money2' an enjoyable 1... so ya... i tink i liked 'Money2' more... haha... looking to Brendan Fraser vs Jet Li nxt... WOOOOOOOOO 'MUMMY3'!!!!

after the show.... darlin came over 2 slpt thru till the nxt morning and we basically juz spent the day at my hse rot... cuz the weather is reali #$%$@#%%#@%..... so basically we juz slack at hm & challenging each other on PSP...

~ ~ ~

then after i went darlin hse watched the Jacky Show, i head back 2 get changed b4 meeting gh to 'mini-celebrate' his bd at Sharon's pub... since he's confined on his bd... haha... but glad la... seeing ck and gh getting fitter every wkend when we meet out, makes mi regrets of declaring my medical conditions to the MO.. haiz... i shld b training, touging up... like them... haiz...

aniway... i shall end tiz post like tat...
Bottom-line:

i love my anniversaries wif my darlin.... 爱你成了我的使命.. 我们七个月大了!!!
happy 21st in advance gh... and both of ur wishes wif cum true, atleast the 1 on we're best frenz 4eva will take effects..
jia, my consolences to ur grandma.... take care... live ur 21st a betta 1... ur grandma will also wish 2 c u a tougher gal... =/

i stand by my choice: YOU

2008-07-31T00:09:00.003+08:00

我开心过；我伤心过...
但是我选择把开心留在身边...
我幸福过；我折腾过...
但我还是把幸福留在我身边...

部落格里写出你的辛苦
部落格里读出你的失望
部落格里看出你的绝望

对宝宝无微不至的爱护
却令她因我无数的失误
而跌到谷底 - 受尽创伤
深夜里
边读着部落格边哭泣的不是别人
对... 就是我
张业豪

我会继续努力... darlin... 继续抱着希望...

2008-07-30T07:41:00.002+08:00

nvm... i will try even more to bcum the 1 tats the greatest to u...

muackz... i love u...

super duper fun wkend wif darlin!!!!!!!

2008-07-20T22:27:00.002+08:00

watched "The Dark Knight" on fri
went last min "GSS" killings on sat bought tonnes of stuffs to 'change dressing styles'.
bought darlin sum intimate stuffs
had the best pizza dinner ever
cuddle & spent our sat nite tgt
had KFC 4 dinner & helped darlin wif her work...
Bottom Line: ENJOYED!!!!!!!!

Fcuk u sir.... UNDERSTAND!!!!

2008-07-14T20:37:00.001+08:00

i tink i4got abt my password liao... haha...

aniway... dun sae i din blog....

FCUK A*MY!!!!! damn~~~ eats my time... haiz...

wkend= shopping spree + pizza!!!!

Enter The Lonely World Of The Clown

=)

aiming for 2 new jerseys to my 2011...

the mask~

Final Stop...

Meer X'mas 2010

1st long post in awhile...

RMIT Bash 2010 @ Zouk...

sometings abt my 23rd... =D

YAWNZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Youth Don't Lose... Invincible Youth!!!

K-session wif 男人帮...

Impulsive

Show's 舞法舞天 3D Live 2010...

finally...

boring ©rizz™...

朋友

Screwed....

你不会

you'll never know....

Interest vs Future

Sacrifices

100days...

End of CNY 2010...

...也好

哈哈哈...

confinement.. is damn sianz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I waited...

2010... the new start..

一月一号, 二零一零年... 重新开始...

中秋节 2009...

cravings...

looking back on the pictures....

WHAT THE FUCK!!!???

a post on my celebrations...

i did sumting sinful...

looong post

??

Last Wk...

V Chua's 21st...

selling....

the last hug, the last kiss... the last you...

last wk was... fun i guess...

Please vote...

wkends... again...

Advertisement...

Her Final Post...

now...

wkends...

my request.. is it too much

Wishlist updated....

MC-ed

last 2wks~~~

不知不觉...

let blog abt.... the 3 stages of my pre-adult life...

Susan Boyle STUNS Simon Cowell

tankz ah

... 浪漫主义

my world is full of HATE...

my choice...

38.9 degrees

我需要你时, 你在哪里???

Closed... at the moment...

life is so.... black & white...

Happy MOO Year

祝福

Title-less

Adiós 2009... Bonjour 2009

少了吗???

x'mas wif 男人帮

X'mas Eve 2008

Xie's 21st + X'mas party...

i've nv felt so f**ked being a S'porean.... to hell wif Nat**nal Service

第十一个...

i miss them.... seriously....

我曾尝试过....

Mel's 21st....

EMO Crizz 驾到

我输在.....

wat a wkend...

i've nv felt so fked being a S'porean.... to hell wif Natnal Service